The Right Track

Today was a minor breakthrough. 

Since the excitement of transferring to CSULB wore off I've been in a  mini-slump/minor depression.
Depression is always something I've struggled with and it can be so debilitating at times.

Today I managed to get out of it a tiny bit.  

Things I did today that were steps toward my dream: 

• researched grad school acting programs (Yale, NYU, ACT, Julliard)
• registered my domain name
• started an acting blog to keep track of shit 

Main-stage Auditions are coming up and I need to get prepared.

I read LobsterAlice so far and still need to read spring awakening and Jack Goes Boating. I really really really want to land a part.

1. find monologues
2. find out all audition details on tuesday
3. DO WORK.

College Beat films again on thursday and I have to be camera ready and dressed like an Indian and cute to boot.

1. pull together 'indian' costume
2. bonnet for Kristen's pilgrim outfit 

This depression and being quite sick and planning mom's 60th surprise party really took a toll on my motivation and I have to put things back into perspective and get moving again. 

Nothing No One

Chelsea Wolfe performing her song, HalfSleeper. It sounds like all the sadness and haunting darkness in the world put together in one place.

Today found out that Surprise Parties are more a form of aggression than anything else.

Starting a blog. Minus the pretension and shitty tumblr memes. Wait what's a meme? Those pics with captions right? Oh eff it.

This is the first entry.

"This is what you hear between heartbeats after everything else is gone"-Lynette at 3AM

XO